Sunday, November 2, 2008

I've been sort of down lately...

Looking at the date of my last post it shocks me to see how much time has passed! I haven't been knitting or crocheting (or reading or writing) much lately. My oldest daughter went through a health crisis beginning in early October and though she is walking again, we still do not have a diagnosis.

Of course, the economy has not helped and though I avoid the news to try and keep my anxiety level down, I still feel overwhelmed. My husband and I voted by absentee ballot. We are registered Libertarians and we both voted for our party's candidate. Speaking for myself, it really comes down to a protest vote because I don't have confidence in either the Republicans or Democrats.

I've signed up for NaNoWriMo but have gotten off to a really slow start. I'm trying not to dwell on my inevitable failure to write 50,000 words by the end of the month, focusing on the creative process instead. There was a time when I was in the habit of writing daily but it all seems a distant memory now. Can I hope to get that back?

I've volunteered to help a few hours twice a week in my oldest daughter's classroom. Her teacher is very nice but I worry because some of the students in the class can be quite rowdy.

I have a couple knitting projects in progress: Nanners socks (in hibernation until I can wrap and turn to my satisfaction), dark green Hallowig (changed my mind about finishing it for Halloween), and socks for myself in Cascade Fixation. I want to knit up all of the Fixation in my stash as I don't have enough to make a garment with it and I am not all that confident that the socks will be comfy. I know I could probably trade it but it seems like a hassle at the moment.

I'm hoping after the next follow-up with the pediatric rheumatologists my mood will improve. The time between Thanksgiving and New Year's is traditionally my favorite time of year and I really want to make it enjoyable for my whole family.

I'm contemplating seeing my doctor for some "happy" pills, if you know what I mean...

4 comments:

Ms. Diva said...

I'm glad your daughter is better! Been where you are and really, happy pills got me through to the other side. I will be thinking of you and sending positive vibes!!!

knittinwolf said...

I hope the docs find out whats wrong with your daughter. So scary when they don't know whats wrong...I'll be praying for your family. hugs

jo said...

"happy pills" reminded me that i need to get some st. john's wort. it may not be as strong or as effective as rx happy pills, but it really does help. and right about now, every little bit helps.

Deb said...

I found your blog on KnitList WebRing. I should be cleaning my bathroom, but I've convinced myself that surfing knitting blogs is more important. Anxiety is a natural reaction to everything happening in our country. I pray that everything will turn out okay for your daughter. Thank you for sharing your thoughts. I had a great visit.